hmm....

how to start?

ok.. days have passed by.. so quickly.. and in just 2 weeks time, i'll be sitting for my violin exam.. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh... this is so stressful..

and what makes it worse?? let me tell u, having to stay at home the whole day not knowing what to do..! EXACTLY.. it's so BORING.. i hate this sem.. it is super sucky.. going to school only on weekends.. is NOT a good. idea..

it's a SHITTY IDEA, as a matter of fact.. i'm bored to death staying at home.. doing ENDLESS house chores, from morning til the evening, then go school til late nite.. even AFTER that, i still need to finish those unfinished house chores before i can REST.....

just cause i do the things i do, it doesnt necessarily mean that i LIKE doing them... sometimes, it's coz i do NOT HAVE A CHOICE but to them..

i need to find myself a secret hiding place, so i do not need to stay at home doing useless and boring stuff..!

patience is NEVER MY VIRTUE.. and being considerate, it just getting on my NERVES!
I SHOULD GO GET A PART TIME JOB SOMEWHERE..!